♥ SWEET ACTION PARADISE ♥

3 years and many adventures.

2012-01-22T22:58:00.000-08:00

In 2010, I wrote this about Jack's 1st birthday. In 2011, I was apparently a bad mommy and wrote nothing about it. He had animals come to his party last year and I have plenty of adorable photos so I have no idea why I never shared that stuff. Oh, wait. Sometimes I'm lazy. Looking back on old blog entries, searching for something birthday-ish, I found this. Amazingly, it answered a question I've been stressing over lately-----> What's next for Jack's hair?

Laugh, roll your eyes, whatever.

Now go look at those pictures and tell me his hair isn't rad.

Seriously.

I'd like to grow it a little longer this time.

Ok, so what's up with the the pictures in this post? HE JUST LOOKS SO SAD. Last week, as I recovered from strep throat, Jack came down with a virus. His fever reached nearly 103 on and off for 4 straight days. Not cool, Universe. He didn't want to eat anything, he took his medicine without a fight, he slept a lot, he made Mommy worried. At Jack's request, I made a pallet. There was a glimmer of excitement in his eyes as I brought out the special tray (the get-a-long gang tv tray from my childhood) for his ice water, crackers, and chicken noodle soup. We watched the same movies over and over and over. Because that's just what kids like to do. And of course, he wanted Mommy to hold him constantly.

It's easy for me to remember how it felt to be sick and to want nothing more than to have my mom right there. She would do special little things for me like make me lime sherbet topped with sprite. I just felt so much better when she was taking care of me. It makes me sad to see Jack so sick but my little heart can't help but burst every time he reaches over to hold my hand when he doesn't feel good.

Yesterday (Sunday) was Jack's 3rd birthday. He had 2 amazing parties this weekend. What wonderful friends and family we have. I planned on doing a big, pretty birthday post for him but I'm currently sick. This is what I think- when your baby repeatedly sneezes directly in your face and/or wipes his snotty nose on your shirt, you do, in fact, get sick. Jack and I have gone a little photo shoot crazy lately so I'll grace the virtual world with his insane adorability and tales of birthday adventures very soon.

Shout out to my sister and Anthony for these awesome Woody house shoes.

Err, house boots?

He wants to wear them everywhere.

Like the doctor's office.

♥

Kick It Down

2012-01-04T09:39:00.000-08:00

My Christmas tree is still up, folks.

I've been playing with my new toy.

You can listen to some songs and download them for free!

Hudson Roar

I am going to record at a real studio when I have the time.

Later this month or early February I'm hoping.

In the meantime- my makeshift kitchen MacBook Air Garageband studio it is!

I'm writing new songs.

I don't want to sound all singer/songwriter-y.

I mean, I think I always will a little bit but I don't want that to be my "genre."

Sometimes I think I want to find people to play with me.

Other times I remember that everyone who has ever played in a band with me says I'm difficult.

I think I'm a little bossy sometimes.

Or all the times.

It's just that I don't like wasting time, I just want to get down to bizniz.

I'm currently figuring out how to set up to play these songs by myself with my computer, keyboard, and guitar.

I'm thinking my ukulele needs to make an appearance at some point.

Or maybe I'll just record all the parts myself and leave it at that.

No shows.

We'll see.

And hey, Haters.

I didn't get a new guitar for Christmas.

I posted a picture of my brother's new, awesome guitar and people thought I got a new Gretsch.

I can barely play the one I have.

So thank you for calling me a spoiled brat.

I am spoiled.

I'm not denying it or apologizing for it.

I also appreciate everything I have and I'm more worried about being a kind human and a good friend than I am about the mean things you say about me.

I've been struggling with relationships lately. Some of my friends have expressed their jealousy of my lifestyle and I guess I don't understand what the hell that means. I'm 30 years old. I'm not playing who has the better whatever with anyone. I refuse to feel bad that I have a new car and, you know, whatever else it is that makes people mad that I have. Husband, Jack and I try to enjoy our life everyday. Husband works very, very hard everyday- it's 24/7 at his job- and on top of that, we are really, really lucky. We go out occasionally but mostly like to stay home, play with toys, watch Thunder games, cook, watch kids movies, and hang out with a few close friends. That's what happens when you have a kid, you guys. We're tired all the time. Dude, we have a mortgage, piles of laundry, busy schedules, and we're currently in the middle of a potty training crisis. In no way do I think my life (life with a kid) is more important than anyone else's life (life without a kid.) It's just different. So realize that and quit treating me like I'm a stuck up asshole. I'm not. I've only ever tried to be kind, caring, and non-judgemental towards the people I love and admire. Lately it seems I've been mistaken about other people's view of my friendship. I'm always here when you have problems and jobs and boys and girls to cry about- but you know- I'm here when you aren't crying and sad too. I clean up poopy Jack diapers, ok? I'm not here to clean up everyone else's shit.

Thanks for listening, guys. The last thing I wish to say about this is- I'm happy. So be happy for me. I won't be here for you forever, my sweets.

I think I need to get out more and make some new friends.

That reminds me- Ashley, my dear - we need to sign up for yoga! (I'm thinking maybe if I put it out there, in publictheinternetwhatever, I won't back out of it.)

I'll get back to making sweet music magic.

Have a lovely day and remember to be thankful and kind.

Because it's just nice.

♥ jp

return to the wild

2012-01-03T08:00:00.000-08:00

<p><p><a href="http://hudsonroar.bandcamp.com/track/darling-i-hear-you">Darling, I Hear You by Hudson Roar</a></p></p>

so long 2011

2011-12-30T09:36:00.000-08:00

At some point I will write about Christmas.

I'll write about the stress of Christmas shopping with a 2 year old.

I'll write about how you can't buy anyone a present while he's around because he'll tell them what it is.

I'll write about the fun we had with our families.

I'll write about Jack's darling fondness for Santa Clause.

I'll say the Christmas season seemed much shorter than it did when I was a kid.

I'll tell you I got exactly what I wanted for Christmas.

And that I wrote a new song with my new 25 key midi controller this morning.

I'll say I've switched from Splenda to Stevia and how I don't like it but I'm trying to.

I will tell you about how the Tracy Anderson Method with ankle weights hurts my ass and my soul.

I'll say I'm ready to get a rebounder.

(that's a mini trampoline that Tracy recommends.)

I'll say Jack is going to spend New Year's Eve with my mama and she got hats and sparkling grape juice for them and it's cute.

I'll add we still have no plans for NYE and I have not one thing to wear.

And that when Jack sees a gingerbread man, he calls him "The Muffin Man."

And...

I have money to start recording.

All new stuff.

Super happy.

♥ jp

oh.

And someday maybe I'll tell you about the week I had the stomach flu, Jack had strep throat, and Husband had a minor surgery that left him with lots of stitches.

Yes, it's Friday and we've survived!

And we're all better.

Thanks.

the graduate.

2011-12-21T23:34:00.000-08:00

We haven't been doing our morning pictures lately.

We've been busy.

We were sick.

All better.

We've been Christmas shopping.

Christmas wrapping.

All done.

My brothers and sister-in-law are in town.

I love it.

It's cold here and yes, he does have a coat.

On this particular day, he wanted to wear a blankie instead.

Who am I to tell him no?

He made a break for it and tried to run down the street.

Tried.

Mommy is faster than baby.

We (Husband and I) had an evening off.

Went to dinner at a new place.

Went for a drink.

Turned into pumpkins earlier than midnight and settled ourselves on either side of a sleeping baby.

It was a nice night and honestly- the kind I love the most.

Jack looked sharp as knives for his first Christmas program.

Upon waking, he cried and declared he would NOT go to school on a weekend day.

No way.

NO freaking way.

He even made me carry him in to his classroom before the program-

and decided-

he could stay.

I GUESS.

I mean, there WAS a real life chicken in a cage waiting to be looked at in the classroom.

He looked.

He liked.

He decided school on Saturday was awesome.

Bock bock.

(go away, Mommy.)

He knew all the words and all the hand gestures to the 2 songs his class sung.

This 2 year old had 10 people come to see his performance.

He didn't disappoint.

He was rewarded with a quick trip to the mall and spaghetti for lunch.

A few fits were thrown but his fatigue caught up with him and he snoozed the afternoon away.

Me.

I had a Toys for Tots benefit to play that night.

Husband came down with a really bad cold.

I had to brave the show by myself.

We went on a lot later than scheduled.

I was so exhausted.

Kinda annoyed.

Raised 1,600ish dollars though so I stuck it out.

Glad I did.

Glad I wore flats.

Maybe the first time in The Oh Johnny! Girls' history I have not worn heels.

"Wow. I thought you were tall."

Thanks?

Jack loves his pretend shotguns and anything he can pretend is a gun, really.

What a little boy.

As of today, he's officially a grown up little boy.

He moved to the big kids' classroom at school.

He will miss his other class quite a bit but he's so excited about his new friends in the new class.

He even let me take his beloved binky home while he went to school.

I almost cried when he walked away from me, towards the brilliant light of the big kids frolicking in all of the big kid toy glory they were caught up in.

Man, being a kid is awesome.

And exciting.

And adorable.

This is a little sweet piece of Oklahoma, y'all.

Out by Husband's office.

I hope you're all ready for this weekend.

I'm super pumped to spend time with my family.

Super pumped to see the look on Jack's face when he wakes up to Santa gifts.

This will be the first year he really gives a crap about any of it.

Speaking of crap- Jack stayed with my brothers last night for a while.

He went to the potty (like a big boy!) and afterwards.

He told my brother.

"Look! I made a boat!"

Oh man.

You figure that one out.

Merry Christmas.

♥ jp

pander king.

2011-12-14T10:46:00.000-08:00

At some point I'll get back to actually writing about stuff on here.

We've all been sick.

(we're almost all better, thanks.)

Been reading children's books and eating lime sherbet w/sprite with the kid.

My phone needs a phone doctor.

The camera apps have all gone crazy so when we were in Nashville, I only got a couple of pics.

Also left my Nikon at home, all packed up and charged.

Why do I do it.

Jack at the Ryman with crazy hair.

Maybe he'll play on that stage someday.

A mother can only hope.

Grammy and Big T bought him a little guitar to add to his collection of guitars.

He insisted on sitting by Minnie Pearl.

He threw about 30 dollars worth of coins into water fountains while we were in Nashville.

Look on the bright side.

At least he didn't crawl in for a swim.

Regretting not buying this dress.

I know.

JUST BUY THE DAMN DRESS already, Jaguar Paw.

(like my socks?)

It's hard to buy things for myself.

I didn't have that problem before I was someone's mommy.

No worries!

I finally found the new Prada and fell in love.

It's called Candy.

(calorie-free candy!)

I bought it.

Yay for Mommy!

you go, girl.

If you steal it from me, I will kill you.

Just so on the fence about these bangs.

I like them.

I like them not.

I like them.

I like them not.

I like them?

My chicken is almost rid of his sickness.

I let him stay home from school one more day because he said he

"weally want to stay wis mommy today."

He knows how to turn on the cute to get what he wants.

Did he get that from mommy or daddy?

One last thing. Jack says he's the pander king. I think that's like king of all panda bears but I'm not sure.

♥ jp

current. obsessions.

2011-12-13T09:13:00.000-08:00

Jack is sick. I'm sick. Husband is sick.

cough cough

Spent the last week/weekend in Nashville.

In love with that place.

Love that every stop in Arkansas and Tennessee has multiple flavors of moon pies.

I ate 1 bite of a chocolate one.

(There's 300 calories in a whole one so no thank you!)

Jack and I are being sick and lazy today so I thought I would share some things I've been loving lately.

Jack in a bow tie.

This kid's shirt never stayed tucked in.

Really wanting to find toddler suspenders!

Nars lipstick in Schiap.

I bought it last week and love it!

Lightly layered over lip balm (i like Burt's Bees) it's a pretty wash of cheery pink.

A couple layers of it by itself and it's a semi-matte, almost fluorescent, hot pink.

My longtime favorites include MAC lisptick in Fanfare, Chatterbox, and Lustering.

Those are in my bag at all times!

For polished & slept in kind of hair.

Bumble and bumble brilliantine.

Parisian Chic: A Style Guide by Ines de la Fressange

Nars blush in Super Orgasm.

I've had this for a while but just now swapped out my Too Faced Sun Bunny bronzer for the winter.

If you don't want glitter everywhere, buy Nars blush in Orgasm.

I love sparkle, myself.

Remember the white dress that I loved but didn't buy because I had no place to wear it?

I found the same dress in hot pink.

Still no place to wear it.

Still didn't buy it.

Someone, quick!

Have a party!

And invite me.

So I broke down and cut my bangs.

I always do.

Super cute dress from Rebecca's in Arab, Alabama.

Husband had Rebecca send it as a surprise.

Totally obsessed with this panda bear.

♥ jp

under cover.

2011-12-03T16:24:00.000-08:00

wasting Saturday, playing guitar.

no baby around.

no husband around.

sort of learned that one adele song.

Santa Baby

2011-12-02T20:52:00.000-08:00

Dear Family. If you haven't gotten me anything yet and insist on a gift, please just donate to the Infant Crisis Center. Honestly, I don't need a single thing and would rather sweet little babies have diapers and formula. I'm begging you. I do not need anything. I'm a daydreamer, I like to make wishlists in my mind but I don't care if I get any of it or not. Always appreciative of gifts, never disappointed if I don't get them.

So, on that note.

I am a girl and these are the things I want but don't really need.

At all.

Money for recording. I got an awesome deal for my solo recording from a studio I've worked with before. $100 = 1 song. AND I can record song by song so I don't need to raise all the money up front. Now I just need 10 x $100 for my album. It's going to be a hit. This is at the top of my WANT list. Believe it or not.

...it's so rude to ask for money, isn't it? gosh.

I love magazines. Allure, Vanity Fair, Fitness, Women's Health, Bon Appetit, Food and Wine, Elle.

Bobby Brown beach Body Oil

Marc watch I really love.

Fitbit Ultra. This thing tracks everything you do. Even your sleeping patterns.

pretty shoes

Backdrop stuff for photo shootz.

This keyboard thing for my piano recording. Dorky? Yes.

And...

Black Vera Wang wedding dress? Oh sigh.

I also love nail polish, funny t-shirts, wine (cheap, reasonable, and expensive), candles, anything that smells good, art, handmade stuff, burned cds, Bulleit bourbon, hugs, Merry Christmas texts, letters, most leopard print anything, books, time to read books, dishes, any cooking stuff, fitness stuff- ooh, i need a new yoga mat really bad, workout gear, my son fully potty trained would be fantastic, a juicer, photos of you, funny stories, vintage barware, a fun night out, and a new car seat for Jack. His seat is driving this mommy KRAYZAY. Car seats are a bitch.

FOR REAL though, I don't need any present from anyone so let's get that clear right now. I'm happy to see Jack happy and to spend time with my friends and family over the holidays.

♥ jp

Mr. ♥ Mrs.

2011-11-24T16:06:00.000-08:00

This old Hallmark box sitting on my table doesn't look like anything special, it's hunter green with pictures of Christmas cards on the front. Inside are 34 pieces of treasure. I pick up the first one and it feels as if it may crumble in my hands. I carefully navigate a piece of faded brown paper, which has been folded twice to make it the size of an index card, out of the torn edge of a tattered envelope. There's a three cent stamp and two addresses on the front of the envelope- Box 721, Dewar, Okla. and Mrs. John H. Work, Boswell, Okla.

The ink that was probably once black in 1940 has settled into a deep navy, strewn in perfectly straight lines of magic. It's not like bunny in a hat magic. The kind that Little Girl Jaguar Paw daydreamed about finding someday- I'm not talking about the last unicorn although I did daydream about that as well. You know, the kind of thing the greats wrote poetry about. The thing all of my favorite songs are written about. ...shoot, the thing I write all of my songs about.

Today I'm sharing two letters from my Paw Paw to his darling. My grandma. She misses him every day. She still wears his glasses even though they're broken. One of his shirts hangs in her armoire at the nursing home.

Be thankful for the time you have with the people you love.

September 18, 1940

Dewar, Okla.

My Darling Hiahwahnah:

I'm so lonesome for you. Golly- It seems like I love you more and more every day. I want to see you so badly. If I can get any money, I will be down this week and I think mother and Robbie are both broke. I wish there was some way for you to come up here.

I went hunting yesterday afternoon with Peck and Monk. We left here about 3:00 and went out east of here about 16 miles. We walked the birds up until the sun started going down and then went to a pond and waited for them to fly in to water. We got 42.

Last night Peck and R. and I went to the show. We saw "I love You Again"- with Myrna Loy and Will Powell. It was a swell picture. If I ever get a chance, I'm going to see it again.

I'm going in to see a guy about a job in a little while. This afternoon I have to make some signs advertising R.'s football team. R. thinks they are going to win all of their games this year. I hope they do.

We are invited to Aunt Daisy's tonight for supper. She said she wished so much that you were here and could come too. So do I. Russell and Aunt Daisy all think so much of you. They say I'm a darn lucky guy to get a girl like you. I know I'm lucky. You are so sweet and beautiful and good. I love you bunches and more than anything on earth. Please darling, don't ever stop loving me.

Gee! I'm so glad that we are married. I will be perfectly happy just as soon as we start living together. Be a good girl and remember, no love scenes in that play.

All my love,
John

Paw Paw, Grams, and my Uncle John

(photo taken somewhere around 1944 I'm guessing.)

Dewar, Okla.

September 24, 1940

My Darling Hiahwahnah:

I was so glad to receive your letter this morning. I was awfully worried about you. Geepers- I'm so much in love with you. You are all I can think of. I couldn't go to sleep last night because I kept thinking about you and wanting you bunches.

I am enclosing a clipping from the Okmulgee paper about our marriage. I thought you might like to have it and show it to your folks.

It is now 10 min. until four o'clock. I guess you are leaving school for the day or getting ready to leave. I wish I was out in front of the building waiting for you. Darling, doesn't it seem like a long time until Friday? I can hardly wait to see you.

I'm so awfully much in love with my wife. I think you are the most beautiful girl on earth. You are so darn sweet and precious. I wish you were here now. It is cloudy and almost cold. I have the fire turned on. If you were here I would take you to bed with me and hold you close in my arms and kiss you bunches and be awfully fresh. Do you think you would like that?

We are having supper with Aunt Daisy tonight. Afterwards R. and I are going up to Mr. Lamb's to play bridge with Mr. Lamb and Pick. He (Mr. Lamb) said that if we would come, he would serve ice cream and cokes.

R. just came in with one of his football players who he believes has a broken arm. He wants me to take him to the doctor. Guess I better hurry. The darn kid looks like he's going to faint. -Be a sweet girl and write me lots.

All my love,

John

It's Thanksgiving and I'm thankful love exists in the world. And that my Paw Paw told my Grams he wanted to get "fresh" with her. Giggles.
♥ jp

count the stars.

2011-11-22T20:05:00.000-08:00

You know what sucks? Being sick the weekend before you host Thanksgiving at your house. You know what else sucks? Grocery shopping in crowded stores, fighting to get to the cream cheese while you feel like you might faint at any time. Yes, it's true, I do like to exaggerate BUT- this is no exaggeration. I thought I picked up some really horrible virus from the germy surfaces of Jack's school but no. Went to the doc this morning and it turns out the fevers, severe back pain, rib pain, and overall feeling of death is because I have a kidney infection. A what?! I've never had one before but did you know they give you pain pills for that sort of thing? Dude. I totally understand why. I feel like I was hit by a bus. I even cried a few times, you guys. I didn't even cry when I was in labor for 12 hours.

What a crybaby. This is too much information but who cares.

And in addition to going grocery and household item shopping, I would love to say it feels good to come home, clean the house, do laundry, clean the litter box, take out the trash, clean out the fridge, do the dishes, make all the beds, put up the toys, pick Jack up from school, keep Jack entertained and happy, and cook dinner- but it doesn't. It's miserable and I just want to go home to my mommy and let her take care of me. Husbands are not good at this sort of thing. It's just not on their husband resume. Don't tell me yours is good at nursing you because then I'll just be pissed.

I think I already posted pics of this outfit? I can't remember. I'm losing it.

These are a little old but I forgot about this outfit and I like it. Must wear again.

I think I just like the fur thing though.

I almost went out to watch the OU game at a bar on Saturday night at the request of Husband but I just couldn't pull it together enough to walk out the door. As my sickness worsened, OU worsened as well. I tried to sleep instead of watching OU but my back pain and fever kept my eyes glued to the TV.

Almost 2 weeks ago, I had my first shellac manicure. If you live in a cave and don't know what that is, it's a gel manicure that dries instantly (under a special magician lamp) and it lasts for at least 14 days. (The pic above is before the shellac.) Before going with the shellac, I was a little scared I wouldn't like it purely because of the commitment problem between nail polish colors and I. I like to change it up every couple of days. I know that sounds like a big hassle but I actually enjoy doing my nails and it's one of the little things I do with my free time. (free time meaning around midnight on a weekday, once Husband and Jack are asleep.)

I wish I had taken a pic when my shellac was fresh and gorgeous. Of course Ashely from Salon Zen did my nails. As soon as I walked in I knew I wanted something bright and cheery. If I'm paying a little extra for this miracle manicure, I might as well get something with some POW to it. Shiny, glossy, bright red! I love it. And it still looks good! I played a lot of guitar the weekend I got it so it's Oh Johnny! Girl approved! Ashley can mix special colors or do fun 2 tone stuff like french shellac manicures for you. I know exactly what color I want to do next. Of course you'll have to wait and see!

Like you totally care and stuff.

Today Jack picked out the cutest panda bear hat and gloves at Target. I'll take pics of the cuteness tomorrow. He's just looks so happy when he puts them on. It makes me feel SO HAPPY. Totally forgot about my back pain for a second. That's what kids do. They are hard to handle but they make you so freaking happy.

Watching Husband try and put duck decoys together is pretty entertaining as well.

He's, like, wrestling them on the living room floor.

That's it for my rambling today. Lots to do tomorrow! Mom and Grams are coming over for Thanksgiving lunch on Thursday and I can't wait.

♥ jp

p.s. Husband just called one of the fake ducks "bitch." Too funny. Time to read the directions, Babe.

couldn't stay away.

2011-11-19T15:55:00.000-08:00

My brain is fried from a few days of Gossip Girl netflix marathoning and my body is tired from a week of working out. My back hurts from picking Jack up when he cries for mommy. Complain, complain, complain.

Really though- if this little boy were streaming baby tears down his cute face and asking you to hold him, you would. And then your back would hurt like mine and you'd complain about it too.

My sweetie pie plays his guitar.

My sweet chicken wears a VIP pass for "his band."

My sweet baby tunes.

Picking up Jack from school.

I think the teachers were surprised- I usually wear Calvin Klein workout gear and a hat.

Had a nice dinner at O and a drink at Blackbird last night with Husband.

Watched the OSU game and then caught up on episodes of The League.

My favorite show.

Can't believe Thanksgiving is almost here!

Grams and my mom are coming to our house this year.

Looking forward to cooking up a storm and drinking wine with my favorite ladies.

♥ jp

just some way.

2011-11-16T13:54:00.000-08:00

Sometimes we have time to blog.

Sometimes we don't have time to do anything.

We always have time to take a picture before school.

Even if it makes us late.

Every morning it's a struggle for Jack to eat his breakfast before we leave.

He puts it off and stares at Sesame Street for a while.

Takes a drink of apple juice.

Drinks his yogurt smoothie.

Plays trucks.

Reads books.

Wrestles into his clothes.

Does not want to wear shoes.

Decides he wants to wear shoes.

Does not want to brush his teeth because his juice will "taste."

"Taste" is baby slang for when apple juice tastes gross after brushing your teeth.

Finally brushes his teeth.

Getting out the door is such an ordeal.

Everyday.

Played an awesome show this weekend.

Pics up soon.

Working on new songs for my other project.

Gosh he's cute.

♥ jp

details.

2011-11-09T11:33:00.000-08:00

Jack loves the park.

Some days it's too cold now.

With the time change, it's almost dark when Husband comes home from work.

Some days we have earthquakes.

(loud rumble, the house shakes, the car shakes, things rattle, nothing broken, nobody hurt.)

This is a new thing and it's very strange.

Some days we have tornados.

(if you've never seen one, they're terrifying.)

They usually come in the spring but have been making fall appearances.

Very, very strange.

I do not like it.

I do like these guys.

Don't watch the news about us because they will put interviews with hillbillies on tv and make all Oklahomans sound like idiots.

(I'm only an idiot some of the time, thank you.)

I have one million cute pictures and stories about Jack to post but we've been busy playing with trucks and slaying dragons.

Thanks for missing us though, that's sweet.

♥ jp

boo.

2011-10-31T20:53:00.000-07:00

jack loves halloween

jack had fun parading his fireman costume all around Grams' nursing home.

everyone there loved it.

jack is so sweet with my Grandma, it just makes my little heart melt.

he brought halloween books to show her.

jack loves candy

jack loves trying to throw his glowstick in the fire

jack loves that his cousin, Deacon, comes over for trick-or-treating with him.

i like passing out candy to little kids.

i dislike passing out candy to kids who are close to 20 years old and have no costume.

c'mon, guys, really? you get the crappy candy.

i strongly dislike the little girls dressed in slutty costumes.

where is your mother and are you really a "sexy french maid?"

oh my goodness.

husband was dressed as Coach Taylor from Friday Night Lights.

If you didn't follow that show, i highly suggest you do soon.

played 2 shows this weekend.

friday was a private party that turned out to be really fun.

played in the Ghouls Gone Wild parade on saturday.

it was fun too.

i have bruises all over my legs to prove it!

(we fell a few times- standing and playing on a moving trailer is harder than you might think!)

I know...

you must be wondering why I haven't mentioned the sad news yet.

kim filed for divorce from kris today.

oh kardashians.

what will you do next?

i will post halloween costume pics of jack tomorrow.

♥ jp

velvet.

2011-10-23T19:39:00.000-07:00

I love dressing Jack for fall weather.

He's been saying "I love you... sooo much, mommy."

I love that too.

I've been TAMing hardcore everyday and eating healthy this past week so TGISunday. Diet and exercise do not exist today. Sundays are for being lazy, eating pizza, and watching movies.

I went to Salon Zen to get shellac on my nails but made a last minute decision change and went with an OPI pink shade with the gold shattered on top. Ashley, a friend of mine and an owner of Zen, did a great job! I loved it... until I messed it up by touching nail polish remover the next day by accident. (damn. i KNEW i should have gone with shellac.) Sigh... Well, it was lovely for 24 hours and Salon Zen is always a pleasure to be at. I recommend Moreen for hair and Ashley for nails.

I got tons of compliments on the pink and gold combo.

After demolishing my pretty paint job, I started over at home. I used a peachy/pink/coral from Ulta and layered Sephora's copper glitter polish on top. Not quite the same but I do love sparkle.

Quick question. I'm thinking of going back dark, dark (but not black) brunette. Any thoughts? Still wanting to go shorter... thoughts?

How annoying can I be.

How adorable is this picture?

Jack loves his new kitties.

Hope you had a fun weekend.

Let's not talk about the OU game.

Let's plan something fun for this week.

♥ jp

baby trucker.

2011-10-20T18:36:00.000-07:00

Jack dropped an F bomb at school on Tuesday. Seriously, he did. His friend said it first and Jack repeated it, his teachers said. Later that day, he shouted the word over and over as we browsed the aisles of the grocery store. Someone walks by, FBOMB! He throws something out of the cart, FBOMB!

Holy crap what do I do?

I don't know either so I ignored it and changed the subject, asking him to help Mommy pick out a new kind of tea. I mean, I'm no saint- believe me. Plenty of bad words have escaped this mouth but I assure you, I (mostly) kicked the habit back when I was pregnant, knowing full well it would take me until the baby was on the verge of talking to actually watch my language.

Sunday we took Jack to play at my BFF/rock'n'roll soulmate's house to play with her nieces. The kids kicked a soccer ball around, drank capri suns, and performed dances to pop music for us. The concrete patio transformed into a stage. It was all very cute. (Until Jack got a little too comfortable and started being rowdy again...)

This afternoon Jack told me his kitties weren't at home. Oh Really? I see. Apparently "they went to Target to look at things."

I'm struggling with Halloween costumes, people. Help me out.

♥ jp

TGIalmostF!

cat power.

2011-10-18T11:05:00.000-07:00

Lynx stealthily cruises the house, petting herself on pieces of furniture. When I say her name, she runs at full speed from across the living room and dives her whole body up my leg. OMG. This cat gives running hugs like Jack! This will prove amusing in the coming months. Something about fall and winter. Chili, butternut squash lasagna, delicious heavy beer, wine, soft throws, comfy sweaters, spicy vanilla and pumpkin candles, roaring fires, netflix, and cuddle cats. Leo has just emerged from his hiding spot in the linen cabinet. He walked by the table and gave me a nudge with the side of his beige-y amber head as he made his way to find the litter box. He likes me, I just know it.

My friends, Dave and Devon, are moving to Japan and had to make the difficult decision to leave 2 of their cats behind. I had offered to take them a while back but I was too late. They already had a new home. It's sad it didn't work out with the other family but I think they will be great here. Jack told everyone at school this morning that he gets new cats today. He's very excited, a little concerned though.

You may remember my dear Jackson kitty. He was my best friend for almost 10 years and it's been over a year since he's been gone. I still miss that damn cat every day. Before the new cats arrived this morning, I got teary thinking about my Jaxie. I started to worry that maybe I wasn't ready for cat friends, that it might make me even more sad because my beloved cat is gone. No cat friend can replace him (especially because he saw me through everything in my 20's and that will never be replicated! thank the lord.) but I'm hoping Leo and Lynx will be my happy little buddies. I forget how it feels to have animals roaming the house- it makes me feel calm, happy, and safe. Why safe? No idea. I always feel safe when Jack is home with me too- like if someone comes to break in again, he'll go all HELL NO on them. Oh, giggling thinking about it.

-Re-upload Maddox photos for the 3rd time and hope it works this time.

-Work my ass off with Tracy Anderson. (baby-food-like detox diet this week. ugh.)

-Mat and frame Angela's piece for the art show.

-Clean the office.

-Pick Jack up from school and hope he's been a good boy all day.

-Call Grams.

-Order Husband's costume. (whether he likes it or not!)

-Work on my Sweet Action Paradise book. I'm having the blog printed like a hardback book so Jack can have it when he's older. I've been formatting and moving and tinkering and blah! It's time consuming and a pain in my ass.

I've got lots of little things to do today so I'd better quit my ramblin.

Call or text me if you feel like hanging out this evening/tonight.

♥ jp

don't be stupen.

2011-10-17T07:32:00.000-07:00

Jack is eating eggs and cheerios while he watches a show about dancing potatoes.

It's "small potatoes" on a stage, all in costume, doing musical theater with english accents.

They don't have arms, duh.

Kid shows are so bizarre.

Lately there have been lots of rumblings about having babies. Not from me- from friends. I've had a few emails and conversations about the pros and cons of being a parent. Pro- babies love you unconditionally and you'll have someone to do the dishes in 10ish years. Con- babies are expensive and they don't always listen to you or wear what you want them to wear. Pleeeease wear this awesome sweater jacket, this hat, and these cool shoes. Ok. Fine. Wear the spiderman tshirt, fireman rain jacket, shorts, cowboy boots, and your camo baseball cap with the deer on it. This kid...

More pros- They like to snuggle. Babies smell SO GOOD. They get excited about things like bubble wrap and play doh. They remind you to have fun. Your priorities change in a good way. You don't care about the dumb drama that happens around you because you've got bigger problems- like having a baby with a high fever who's puking in your hair. Toddlers tell you they love you and give kisses and hugs. You suddenly have a bond with every mother you encounter because she's had a kid throw down in public before too. Kids are the funniest people you will ever know. Getting handmade presents is the best ever. Holidays are much more fun with kids around.

More cons- Public fits. Eventually you get used to it- when you have kids, you just don't feel embarrassment like you used to. Potty training sucks. They grow so fast that you're constantly buying clothes. Learning to talk and communicate is frustrating for you and your kid and it can cause major baby (and mommy) meltdowns. They talk back. The other day, Jack told me that I'm stupen. Whew... at least I'm just stupen... You constantly wonder- where did they learn that?!

Things to remember- Pajamas run small- they're supposed to fit snug so the kid doesn't get tangled in the night but it's stupid how fast they outgrow their jams. Bottle warmers are life savers. Even if you breastfeed and pump. We had one with a built in cooler to store 2 bottles for nighttime feedings so you don't even have to leave your bedroom. Time out as punishment is a lot harder than you think. Jack doesn't really care and they don't really work for him. Try directing your kid's attention to something fun and constructive when they're being bad. Remember when you're pregnant that babies sometimes want out early and unexpectedly. Also remember, if that happens, don't be in denial- just go to the hospital so you aren't in labor for 12 hours at home- alone.

Look, I don't care if you have babies or don't have babies. I'm just saying if you decide to, don't be scared. It's really, really hard but very rewarding. It's a lot easier than i thought it would be and a lot harder too.

It's so important for your sanity to keep some things for yourself. Keep a shred of your social life intact. Keep your friends close, you'll need them to cry to when you're crazy stressed out and zombie tired. We let Jack stay overnight with his grandparents early on when he was just a couple of months old. It's good for you and baby to detach from each other every once in a while if you're lucky enough to have a supportive family like we are- you don't want to be a crazy mommy (or daddy) and you want baby to be around family. I really feel like that's the key to our happiness around here- I still play shows with my band, Husband still golfs, and we still go out for nights on the town together.

"SNEEZE!!!" goes the baby.

"Bless you" goes the mommy.

"Yes, bless me" says the baby talking to himself.

♥ jp

hello darlin.

2011-10-16T21:38:00.000-07:00

Our weekends are getting busier and busier.

I have a show or two pretty much every weekend for a thousand years.

I like it.

Holidays will sneak up soon.

Even bought a few Christmas presents for Jack today.

I remember searching for hidden presents when I was just a baby jaguar.

Now I'm hiding them for my kid.

I love it.

My BFF and rock'n'roll partner in crime, Sandy.

To the guy who told me my voice reminds him of Hope Sandoval's (of Mazzy Star)- you are awesome and thank you.

To Benny, my drummer, who told me my voice reminds him of when Feist sings with Broken Social Scene- best compliment of all time.

All time nicest thing anyone has ever said to me.

I'm nowhere near either of them but I appreciate when people recognize my influences.

Leather jacket weather is the best weather.

White dress I didn't even buy.

I love it but have no place to wear it.

I wish this was around when I got married.

Simple.

Gold dress I didn't buy- because I think I'm too old for short, low cut, AND gold.

But I do love it.

Not sure when I'll ever be too old for gold leggings as pants.

Jack had a full weekend but I'll have to post those cutie pie photos and tell those funny stories tomorrow.

♥ jp

wild go.

2011-10-13T23:10:00.000-07:00

"I'm going to the punkin patch with my class on Thursday." says him.

First conversation of the day, barely awake, still trying to push snooze.

"It IS Thursday!" says me.

Time to wake up- no chance of my just-10-more-minutes game.

Jack put on his new shirt, ate his breakfast, brushed his teeth, watched his dinosaur train show, rode his bike around the house, played with trucks, and helped me decide on what to pack for his lunch.

Ham, cheese, crackers, pineapples and strawberries, and cheerios.

He was feeling particularly handsome, staring proudly in the mirror, and declared it was picture time.

We went to his favorite photo location- the front porch.

He waved me away and said, "NOT YET!"

It was extremely important that he place a glittering Halloween sticker on his cheek.

"NOT YET!"

By the time we got to his class, his shirt was no longer tucked in and he had scooped up his favorite brown striped beanie hat.

He still looked cute.

Put a dollar in his pock pock so he could buy a mini pumpkin to add to his rapidly growing collection of pumpkins.

I thought he was off to the start of a great day...

His teachers said he was aggressive and angry all day.

My sweetie pie?!

He's getting moved to an older kids' classroom in a couple of months and I think it will help a lot.

Sigh.

Made cupcakes for the boys yesterday.

I let Jack eat half of one before his dinner.

You can think I'm a bad parent all you want but sometimes the cupcake wins over dinner.

Playing a show on Saturday in OKC at the Blue Note.

The Oh Johnny! Girls, not solo.

New songs!

I wore the leather shorts at the last show and the gold ones the one before.

What to wear... ?

What more is there.

Have a lovely Friday.

We'll be backyard camping.

"Can I bring my blankie?

Can I bring this pillow?

Can I take my binky?

Maybe I'll see stars in the big sky.

Can momma dada have a pillow?

I want two hot dogs and one mustard.

I want to make a big, big fire.

By myself."

No fire, my baby.

I have to draw the line somewhere.

♥ jp

Hiahwahnah loves John.

2011-10-09T22:43:00.000-07:00

Grandpa.

My grandma says on the way home from the doctor's office, she pounded his chest, uncontrollably sobbing and yelling at him. Grandpa later told my Great Uncle Robbie that he felt a great sense of pride when she reacted that way. She had been telling him for a long time to go to the doctor, to get check-ups, to take care of himself. Being a typical male, my grandpa put it off. Now he had cancer that had spread all over and she didn't want to see him to go. She was mad and hurt.

During my weekly visits to the nursing home, she tells me how much she misses him every single day. That she thinks of him often and wishes she could talk to him, wishes she could see him. That she doesn't know how she found such a great man to love her, to be patient with her completely impatient personality, and wonders out loud what she did to deserve him.

She asked me to imagine being next to someone for 51 years and one day they're just gone. Tears pushed against the walls of my eyelids but I took deep breaths to push them back for fear I would upset her. I know she's lonely. We often daydream together- I will win the lottery and build a big house with a nice, big room and wheelchair accessible bathroom. She'll have private home healthcare and we'll catch up every day and eat Hershey's Kisses and drink root beer. On special occasions, or just because, we would listen to music and she would do her cute shoulder dance, the one she's done for years.

I always worried that in the years to come, I wouldn't quite remember her stories by heart or I would forget the details that make them special but then I realized when I can't sleep at night, I close my eyes and think of arriving at her house when I was a child. I've done it for years without realizing it was a habit I guess.

Grams.

The trip to her house in Durant in the back of a station wagon, mom listening to music on the way, pulling up onto the broken concrete driveway, our pretend "grenades" dropped from the big magnolia tree limbs hanging above, Grandma would be waiting on the front porch for us to arrive, the sound of the front door opening, the faint sweet smell of tobacco, walking through the dining room, past the nutcracker on top of the built-in bench with hidden storage and past the china cabinet, to the breakfast nook in the kitchen where Grandpa read the paper. Eating potato chips out of a wooden salad bowl before bedtime was a ritual for me. Small winding wooden staircase to the attic which led to dusty old games like chinese checkers and Don't Spill the Beans. Grams' and Grandpa's hats hanging in the hallway before you pass the pantry door and the buffet with the stained glass lamp and photos on top. I spent a lot of time sewing and making crafts in the back room. Playing dress up with my cousins. Got my first perm in that kitchen by my Aunt Merrilee. Made candles out of crayons and holiday sugar cookies with my Mom. Shaved my legs for the first time sitting on the edge of the green claw foot tub. Piano and neat treasures in the study. Always looked forward to people watching while on the porch swing with my brothers and cousins. Swinging as high as we could and frequently getting in trouble for hitting the back of the swing on the house. I remember feeling so safe and comfortable sleeping on a little fold out sleeper with crisp, fresh sheets and that big, fluffy floral and white comforter in the front bedroom, the walls covered in pink floral fabric. It would be so quiet at night, we would whisper and giggle to each other until we fell asleep to the distant sound of the train. It's funny how I remember wondering where the train was going and where it had come from and I still think the same thing when I hear a far away whistle of a train from my house.

Please don't forget what treasures your grandparents are. Remember that they've lived through a lot, seen a lot, accomplished many things, had good times and bad times. There's a lot of interesting things to learn about older people if you just ask. Sometimes they get lonely because no one really talks to them about anything besides medical problems. Just the other day, my Grandma told me a story about having a couple too many highballs at Grandpa's cousin's house and being sick all the way home. Giggles...

And I love that my son loves his Nana. When I take him to visit, he likes to wheel her to the dining hall and then he doesn't want to leave. Very, very sweet.

♥ jp

clouds.

2011-10-07T12:40:00.000-07:00

Loving fancy costume jewelry earrings lately.

My favorite Marc ring is losing it's goldness and it makes me sad.

It is my favorite.

Currently deciding between a neutral brown and a light coral-ish peach for my nails.

Going to top it with gold glitter polish.

Need to make a run to the grocery store.

Need to finish painting the bedroom.

Don't want to do either.

Mom came over for lunch today.

Jack and I snuggled in bed extra long this morning.

Bought a big Slatkin & Co. candle at Bath & Body Works the other day.

MARSHMALLOW FIRESIDE.

It smells so good, i highly recommend it.

Used my pretty Missoni for Target glasses today for the first time.

Still can't decide on a nail color.

Want to see Drive and the Ides of March.

Both starring Ryan Gosling. Sigh....

Redken All Soft Argan-6 Oil is amazing.

The salon sent me home with a sample the other day.

See?

I used Essie Shop Till I Drop on my nailz and it's just too sheer for what I'm going for.

START OVER.

Have a nice weekend.

♥ jp

like lightning in my heart.

2011-10-06T13:12:00.000-07:00

This room is by no means done but i finally decided on something for the walls. I'd like to start hunting for a cool headboard, something with tufted velvet perhaps. I love velvet, gold, vintage, sparkle, masculine with regal, feminine pieces, flashes of tiger, cheetah, or leopard print, chandeliers, charcoal and cream, displayed jewelry, fake fur throws, big pillows, and NO OVERHEAD LIGHTING. I have always hated overhead lighting- pendant, chandelier, recessed and track lighting excluded. Can't wait to lay on the bed and watch HBO on a neatly mounted flatscreen on Sunday nights while eating popcorn and enjoying a completely finished bedroom. (it's a lot brighter in the bedroom than the cave-like picture shows.)

Would I ever do the chevron print again? You would have to pay me quite a bit to do that tedious measuring, taping, painting and painting again. My back hurts, my hands hurt, my head hurts.

Yesterday I had a cut and color. Just had a teeny bit trimmed because for now, I'm going to continue to grow it. The cut looks and feels fantastic. I like the color- but i just like it alright. I was looking for something a little more dramatic- I mean, if you know me, you know I'm not scared of serious change when it comes to fashion and beauty. Going in, my hair was already lighter at the tips, just a natural summer fade. (pic above is after leaving the salon) The gradient effect is very slight but very even, which shows skilled talent in a stylist, but soon I will probably try and do it myself. Sometimes I don't communicate what I want very well I guess although I did bring pictures. My weird medium-reddish brown natural color can be difficult to work with.

Here are a couple of shots Husband took of me a week ago.

The Oh Johnny! Girls have been killing it lately and it feels good. We had a great show last weekend. A photographer came out to do photos for an article in next months Distinctly Oklahoma magazine and I'm excited to see them. We've got a few things coming up, a show at the Blue Note on October 15th and we're playing on a moving vehicle at the Ghouls Gone Wild parade. FUN.

I'm excited for the weekend! We're going to a movie tomorrow night and going to my in-laws on Saturday to watch the big OU/TX game. They just finished a huge renovation/add on to their home and I'm super pumped to watch the game on a HUGE flatscreen, eat good fun, and play with babies. Must plan Jack's OU outfit now.

I can't remember if I told you about my solo show thing. It was fun. It was weird. I was nervous for the first time in years. I had my PA system set up in my dining room and practiced here and there. Jack loves the microphone. He would sing his Night Night song before bedtime and look so satisfied and proud of himself. My little heart feels so big when I see that look on his face.

A, B, C, D, Night night time!

Did you know you can make the alphabet song into a song about anything you want to?

Jack does.

♥ jp

let's reason.

2011-10-06T11:33:00.000-07:00

Babies pour out your last can of Diet Coke just because they want to pour something.

They look really cute doing it so you can't even be mad at them.

They tell you how they want another one to pour out.

Still looking very cute.

You tell them it's all gone and they become upset.

You tell them you can't do anything about it.

They don't care.

Still upset- and now mad at Mommy.

Jack starts to forgive me.

♥ jp

in the wild.

2011-09-27T10:57:00.000-07:00

Daydreaming. I think about Jack waking up on the right side of his own bed at a reasonable hour of the morning. He doesn't fight his diaper changes and better yet, he uses the potty every time he needs to go. Blake makes breakfast for us (HAH!) while Jack plays and dances while watching Sesame Street. My shampoo and conditioner wizardly gives me a fantastic cut and color. My hair magically dries, brushes, and curls itself. A fancy garment bag hangs in my bedroom, waiting to be opened. OMG. It's the cream colored Rag & Bone dress that I've been online lusting after. Holy chicago. Are those black and gold Lanvin heels? Oh, daydream fairy, you are too kind. Ding dong. Who could that be? Well, Justin Townes Earle! If I had known you were coming, I would have cleaned up the house a little. (wait, Husband already did! perfect.) Sure, let's play some songs together on the back porch and drink a couple of cold beers. Wow, that was fun. Jack even played a little drums for us. I mean, I'll have to check my schedule but I'm sure I could play a few shows with you, Justin. Well, it's getting late now. I have a date with Husband tonight. Oh my, we're going to dinner, just the two of us, with no baby??? This day just gets crazier and crazier. I think we should go to a movie and just relax before we head to the airport. All of our friends can just meet us at the gate since we're on the same flight. Hawaii, here we come. We may as well all get a little first class airplane drunk on the way. Gosh, I'm sure glad Marc Jacobs packed my luggage, I can't wait to see what clothes and bags he sent. Ahh! Hawaiian sunset. Aloha.

Meanwhile, in real life...

We have a new nephew! His name is Maddox and he's a sweet, sweet baby. Perfect baby.

Sigh. Jack's been quite the moody little boy the past couple of weeks. When he gets mad, he bites me or claws and pinches me. Dude, it sucks. I'm a very patient person but this is testing my limits. We've got a lot going on right now so things are a little stressful.

Jack, my sweetie pie, you need an attitude adjustment. Please be nice to mommy when you get out of school today. Everyone, send positive, happy vibes Jack's way. (the pink binky is his reserve paci. he only gets a bink when he's freaking out crying or napping. you may roll your eyes at me and say he's too old for it but you know what? life is short, people, so i say it's binky time.)

I've been slacking on posts in the past week. Playing a solo show on Thursday so I've had to actually learn the lyrics to the songs I write. Been working out, grocery shopping, cleaning, doing laundry, dishes, cooking breakfast, lunch, and dinner and working on photos. I've started booking shoots again. Go me. I've got a couple of weddings and some family portraits coming up. I'm excited about it.

Man, I look pissed off in the pics. Maybe i should smile more. Or something.

Guess what else happened this weekend? I got a new car! A Toyota 4Runner. I love it. LOVE IT.

Going to work out for an hour and a half before I pick up the chicken from school.

xo ♥ jp

un poisson poisoning.

2011-09-22T11:44:00.000-07:00

Alright. I've been busy and lazy so I've been ignoring our little blog. Today, I am sick. Husband brought a bagel sandwich home for me and I ate one bite before realizing there was raw tuna on it. I haven't eaten a living thing (plants excluded) in 19 years and this is the first thing I have? Sick. Still in my workout clothes hoping I will feel better later this afternoon but so far I can't move from the couch. My computer needs to be plugged in but I don't even want to walk across the room to get the thingy. Need to leave here in half an hour to pick Jack up from school. Should probably brush my hair at some point too.

Jack loves his new big boy bed. He's rolled out a couple of times now but I've been laying out a mountain of pillows with a big soft furry blankie over the top so he wasn't hurt from any of the falls. He just gets up and wanders into our room, into our bed, then demands fresh juice. He's so cuddly that I just let him demand away. It's like a weapon that babies possess.

The show at Soundpony in Tulsa was super fun. Hopefully, we'll be back soon. The Ruskettes were adorable + great music.

Took Jack to the state fair. He LOVED this train. He waited patiently to get on then ran at full speed to secure a space up front. I buckled Jack and his cousin, Peyton, in and away they went. We cheered for them every time they made the circle. They were very satisfied. I wish my mom could have seen Jack's face- she loves his little serious/satisfied look. Apparently I am an old pro at this look, says my mommy.

ok. Running to pick Jack up now. Going to make him a special dinner and possibly build a fort with blankets in the living room. It's too wet outside to go to the park today.

More later.

xo ♥ jp

Fall is coming.

2011-09-14T21:58:00.000-07:00

Sitting on the back porch, at my dining room table.

Carpets cleaned and stretched today make me feel like an adult.

Sounds of backyard trees swaying in the heavy wind sound like ocean waves.

Pinot Noir tastes delicious when it's cool outside.

Wearing Husband's red plaid button down.

(And sweat pants, of course.)

Missing my brothers and my sisters.

(All of you.)

Baby sound asleep in his big boy bed.

Nails freshly painted.

Resisting the urge to play guitar.

Thinking of my Jackson cat everyday.

Headlights on the highway make me wonder where they're headed.

Sad my brothers are tucked away in L.A. but happy I get my mom all to myself.

Been TAMing hard this week and it feels good.

(Search for Tracy Anderson Iron Man 2 on youtube, try it in addition to meta, then you'll know.)

That sounds like alien talk.

Relaxing outside, next to trees and listening to nature, comforts me.

Remembering everyday that there is a big universe out there.

(Not trying to hippie out on you.)

Excited to play music in Tulsa on Friday.

Excited to have silly time with my bandmates and Husband.

...

omg.

Baby rolled out of his big boy bed and ran into the living room crying.

He's fine, not hurt from the half a foot roll off the big boy bed but he's shaken.

Very shaken.

Current status: tucked away in the middle of "mama dada bed," eating a cracker and enjoying "Anger Birds."

aka- the movie Rio.

My current status: So happy to be a mommy.

"Nigh Nigh."

♥ jp

busy.

2011-09-13T09:37:00.000-07:00

Baby Jack goes to the new outlet mall with Mommy and Daddy.

Daddy forgot to pack the stroller.

Tantrum.

Baby rides the firetruck 2 times.

Tantrum.

Mommy, Daddy, and Baby leave 20 minutes after arriving.

He just looked so happy and cute on the truck though.

Friday, Jack went to my mom's for the evening. Husband and I wandered around the local Friday night art walk on Main Street. Met up with some friends here and some friends there.

Husband gets serious at Steak 'n Shake.

Today is my best friend's birthday. I don't think she reads this but HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY, ANNA HESTON. I love you and you are pretty.

The weekend was very laid back. Jack started showing signs of sickness on Saturday but he was looking forward to going to my in-laws and I couldn't tell him no. He was worse on Sunday and went to see Doc down there to get checked out. He sounds like a baby seal.

Went to OKC on Saturday night to meet up with friends for a late dinner and drinks. Ate too much and ended up going home early. Husband was very grumpy but think it was because he was too full to drink beer.

Spent Sunday with my mommy.

Today.

Took apart the high chair and fixed it all by myself.

Took the crib apart and turned it into a toddler bed all by myself.

Drinking lots of chai green tea with soy milk today.

Did something to my lower back and it hurts to move.

"did something" means carrying around a 35 pound baby.

Trying to eat healthy this week and Husband brought home red velvet cake last night.

Why would you do this to me.

Doing 30 mins of dance cardio and TAM iron man 2 videos.

Holy workout, it hurts.

Getting a costume idea on lock down for a 2 year old is very difficult.

Currently in the middle of a tea par par, watching Jack pour water from one cup to another cup.

Over and over.

Water everywhere.

So busy this week. Show Friday to look forward to.

♥ jp

big dreams.

2011-09-09T08:19:00.000-07:00

This is the tart I made earlier in the week.

Jack ate 2 slices.

Maybe I put strawberries in it so I couldn't eat it.

Smart or obsessive?

Also made portobello mushroom fajitas and they were delicious and very healthy.

Anyone else looking forward to the release of Missoni for Target collection?

I love the blankets and scarves.

Must have.

I also love Kourtney Kardashian's hair and makeup.

Not fair.

Random post, I know.

Jack is watching Sesame Street so I'm wasting time until it's over.

What will we do today?

I would like to go make-up shopping but that's probably not practical.

Especially with a 2 year old.

I need a manicure.

Also not practical with a 2 year old.

Need a massage.

My girl doesn't work on Friday.

I guess what I need is a Special Lady Day.

(where your man takes you to do whatever you want to do all day without complaining? shopping, make-up shopping, nail place, antique shopping, girl movie, whatever. it's never actually happened in this household but i keep trying!)

Sesame Street is over.

Jack is dancing.

We're off to wander the town.

Watch this video and have a happy weekend.

This song has a serious Chris Isaak feel to it.

♥ jp

oh wait.

2011-09-08T21:19:00.000-07:00

Every day, Jack watches Sesame Street in the morning, gives a minimum of 5 "running hugs" throughout the day, names off all the people he loves- one by one, wants pizza for dinner, watches Rio at bedtime with a snack, and lately has wanted to wear this pull-over hoodie every morning. The weather has been awesome. Much needed. Stress relieving. Cool air goodness. Hoodie it is, baby's choice.

He must wear a hat under the actual hood though. His idea, not mine, but very cute.

Jack's first day of skipping school. He asked what I was going to do while he was at school and decided that he wanted to go too. Off to Gram's we go. He carefully picked out and packed a baggie full of crayons, 2 coloring books, 1 marker, alphabet magnets to play with on Gram's mini fridge, sunglasses, a hat, and asked that we put together a lunch for him like I do when he goes to school. Turkey, graham crackers, and a Kraft single. He was pumped.

We visited, we made Gram's bed for her, we took a little list of things she needs (Hershey's Kisses), and pushed her down to the dining hall. Jack gave her a big hug, said wuv you, and stuck out his plump little baby cheek for her to kiss. We made it to the fish tank when he decided maybe he didn't want to leave just yet. I told him he could stay and live with Gram's and he playfully told me he was going to. I started to walk away and took the picture above. He's staring at the dining hall, wondering if he really wanted to stay and if I would really leave him there. "MOMMY MOMMY! I CHANGE MY MIND!!!" He ran to me and put his little hand in mine. Off we go.

Song HERE. Part of a cover anyway.

Yes, I need to straighten these frames, I know. I frame Jack's abstract work and hang it around the house. Someday I hope to have a wall full of them. Jack looks at them up on the wall with so much pride and satisfaction.

My hair hurts. When you wear your hair in a bun all day for 4 days straight, it hurts when you take it down. My laziness is making my hair hurt and that's just stupid.

Ok. No game this weekend. Nothing exciting really happening at all- which, in itself is pretty dang exciting.

Oh wait. We have grandparent babysitters on Friday and Saturday night. Not sure what we'll get in to just yet but excited to find something. Jack is VERY excited to make the rounds this weekend.

♥ jp

my my my.

2011-09-06T10:26:00.000-07:00

We went to the zoo yesterday along with everyone else with kids under 5.

I learned to play Skinny Love by Bon Iver.

Yesterday, I made a blackberry & strawberry tart for husband to take to his friend's house.

He didn't take it.

Still allergic to strawberries so if you want the tart, let me know.

Today is major laundry day.

Today I am majorly sick.

(not contagious, just allergic to everything that ever existed.)

This morning I drove by a house I'm in love with AND IT'S FOR SALE!

Wanting to paint the bedroom this week.

Carpets are being cleaned on Thursday.

All so exciting.

Jack just wanted to see the giraffes.

He liked the rhino and especially loved the baby elephant.

Jack waves to the animals.

"Bye bye, elephant mommy."

"Bye bye, elephant dada."

"Bye bye, elephant baby."

I hope you're enjoying this amazing weather. Bye bye, people.

♥ jp

workin hard.

2011-09-04T19:09:00.000-07:00

Delicious burgers at The Garage with the boys and my mama.

Unnecessary random shopping at Target.

Junk food on the couch watching movies.

Online window shopping.

80 degrees at 8pm is heavenly.

New Kardashians & Entourage tonight.

Husband picked up thai for dinner.

Thai Delight (where Thai Raja used to be) makes the ultimate red curry.

Eat there!

Chocolate cake and ice cream for dessert.

I used to hate Sundays.

I love Sundays.

I also love Alexa Chung and her fantastic hair.

I'm feeling a change coming on.

What do you think?

Cut or grow?

Always torn.

Love doing the vintage-y swoop thing for playing shows.

It would look good on short hair too.

Marliyn did it.

Anyway.

When haircuts are what I spend my time thinking about, I know I have it pretty good.

My hair is getting pretty long.

I have layers so I pulled back my hair and left the short layers hanging down to test out shorter hair.

I've been thinking for months that once fall was in sight, I'd go shoulder length, maybe a tiny bit shorter.

Or maybe I'll just keep growing it until I can pretend to be a Kardashian. (a smarter, less annoying Kardashian.)

Well, I just don't know. I get bored easily and I'm probably the most indecisive person you know.

I have headache now and it's probably the someone's way of telling me to quit thinking about my hair this much.

Ok. Tomorrow we're off to the zoo!

♥ jp

gametime.

2011-09-03T12:40:00.000-07:00

Jack looks very cute in his OU shirt and polo shorts but he's too busy to let me take a photo of him. "No, mama, later." Ok, FINE. I'll take pictures of myself instead. We're about to head up to do some serious tailgating. If you don't live in Oklahoma, you just may not understand.

I'm so weird that I have to eat something fried with ranch dressing before every home game. Is that weird? I think it's weird. I don't know where I came up with that but I've been doing it for years and years and I've got other people doing it too.

Shout out to Angela, who is obsessed with OU football but who is currently living in Mexico. The season will miss you dearly. (And I miss you dearly.)

♥ jp

oh my darlin.

2011-09-02T09:03:00.000-07:00

Jack loves riding the pony at Wal-Mart.

He's pretty serious about it and likes for me to take pics of him on it.

First OU football game of the season is tomorrow.

YYYYYAAAY.

What am I going to wear?

Husband's a part of a huge tailgate thing so that will be fun.

Jack is going to spend the day and night at my mom's.

Tonight we will watch Rio and keep it low key at home.

and I think I'll make one of Hannah's famous tarts.

I got the new-ish Levi's curve ID skinny jeans.

In love.

I am a "slight curve" in case you wondered.

I work out and I work out but some things will never change...

Sigh.

The Oh Johnny! Girls met up for an interview for Distinctly Oklahoma Magazine.

It was swell.

More about it when it comes out.

Reality show?

breathless in the daylight.

2011-08-31T09:15:00.000-07:00

I received an email this morning about fitness and motivation for an app someone is working on. I wish there were a specific recipe for fitness motivation. One cup of peanut butter + maple syrup + snickers bar + chocolate ice cream. Or something like that. Anything from Rusty's, Victoria's, or Tarahumara's. For real though, my motivation comes and goes. Some weeks, I'm so into it and at least one week a month (go figure) I'm not wanting to move my ass anywhere but into a pizza parlor.

This is what works for me:

My style Pinterest board- looking at clothes and girls who look good in those clothes make me want to workout and be on good diet behavior. I say "diet" but really, it's just avoiding some of the treats I let myself have. Example: Yes, I'll have one martini instead of 4 beers.

Check out the tagged photos on Tracy Anderson's facebook page. Tons of before, during, and afters and it's pretty damn motivating.

I remind myself that I feel great, sleep better, and have lower stress levels when I'm being good.

Making a new workout playlist!

Have something to look forward to- this is my ultimate motivator. I look forward to playing shows and going out on the weekend and date nights with Husband.

Sundays. I eat something bad and delicious on Sundays. Free days are important to me.

If nothing works and I just can't get into dance cardio, I just don't do it. I don't beat myself up over it, I just pick up where I left off the next day. No big deal. Some days I just don't have the time.

Any tips you'd like to share with me?

I'm drinking my first diet coke since Sunday. SUNDAY, i said. Wait, i did try a diet coke and cherry whipped vodka the other night. It was a little tiny drink though. Yes, it was good but a little sweet for me. Like a melted cherry coke snowcone. Total college girl drink.

Jack is back at school this week. He's been a very sweet chicken the past couple of days. Still waking up in the middle of the night and insisting on getting in bed with us. Any tips on how to stop this would be greatly appreciated.

♥

oklahoma breakdown.

2011-08-28T22:54:00.000-07:00

Friday:

Lunch with Hannah!

Had 2 drinks with BFF Dave and it was awesome.

Much needed, much appreciated.

We made up a new game called Conspiracy Theory.

I will never tell you how to play it.

maybe i'll tell Marisa, she'll get it.

A beer on the back porch with Husband.

Asleep early. Low key. Perfect.

Hannah (sister-in-law) flew back from L.A. for the weekend. I can't tell you how good it was to see her! I knew I'd miss them- but a couple of times a week it really hits me and hurts my soul. I've never been this far away from my brother for this long in my entire life. He's only a year older and we've always taken care of each other, had the same friends, and played music together. Both of my brothers and their ladies sound like they're doing really well and are adjusting to life out west. I really hope I can visit soon. Hannah's 30th birthday is in October and I'd love to celebrate with them but not sure we'll make it out by then. Sigh. remember, you are always welcome to donate to the fly-us-to-LA fund.

Jack was very excited to see Aunt Hannah too.

Saturday:

STEP AWAY FROM THE GOLD SHORTS.

Hey, I know.

Lunch with mom & Hannah.

Dustbowl Arts Market with my boys.

Jack went to play at my mom's.

Dinner at Blu with Husband.

A drink at the Library with Husband and J. Rider.

A drink at La Luna with Husband, J. Rider, Ty, and Ashley.

I met some new friends.

Go Me!

Sunday:

We all sleep in!

Mama and I saw The Help.

It was good.

We had dinner with my father-in-law.

I did a little recording for no reason whatsoever.

Lovely weekend. Can't wait for next weekend.

♥ jp

no. really. kick me out.

2011-08-26T17:18:00.000-07:00

Jack and I went to see Grams this morning.

Jack and I went to lunch at Iguana with our beloved Hannah.

While waiting for our table, Jack yelled "KICK ME OUT!" over and over and over.

Jack threw beans and rice everywhere, proudly and with enthusiasm.

Jack kicked the table and shoved it into Hannah- over and over and over.

Jack yelled at a guy sitting near us, telling him that he was going to pinch him.

Jack told Hannah the guy behind us was going to pay for lunch.

Jack threw a tantrum and I recorded it on video and played it back for him.

He did not appreciate it.

Finally got out of the restaurant. (everyone probably cheered.)

Jack found the one spot of mud on the ground and dug his fingers into it.

I picked him up and he spit on me.

Buckled him in his seat and he fell asleep in 5 minutes.

It's really hard sometimes but could be harder.

Oh. There we go.

My favorite shirt, already covered in spit and queso, just tore.

There's good news too though.

BFF Dave called and we're going to have a drink this evening.

HURRAY!

You will be happy to know- I think the gross water thing works. I've been drinking it for 4 days now and I seem to be much less puffy. Or maybe this is all in my mind. No idea. I'm a girl. I'm delusional.

Jack is very serious about driving the grocery cart truck around homeland. Man, that thing is kind of embarrassing to push around but it makes my chicken happy so onward we push! I think we're way past embarrassing at this point in parenthood anyway.

Beep! Beep! Have a nice weekend.
♥ jp

there's a baby in there.

2011-08-25T19:55:00.000-07:00

Ok, let's lighten the mood around here. Taylor, my beautiful sister-in-law, is pregnant with her second child. I CAN'T WAIT for this baby to get here. They moved to Shreveport a while ago and are just moving back this week. moving when you're pregnant totally sucks as i remember. Last weekend I took some maternity photos of Taylor. I think they turned out beautiful. Especially considering we were in 100 something degree Oklahoma heat for 45 minutes. I was sweating and covered in dirt like a little boy. She was glowing, not sweating, and gorgeous.

Jack is going to be so happy when he fully understands they are moving back for good. He's going to be such a good big brother someday- he looks out for his cousin, Peyton, and it's so rewarding to see the good character he already shows at 2.5 years old. in case you're one of the only people my mom didn't tell- i'll have you know, i have won more than one citizenship award in my day.

*no, these weren't taken with my phone. Nikon D300.

Change of subject. Funny thing just happened- Husband's iphone just fell into a big pile of ranch dressing he had on his plate. True Okies eat ranch on everything.

Alright. Jack is sleeping (on our bed) and I'm into my second glass of pinot grigio. This means back porch time starts now.

♥ jp

blue dark.

2011-08-25T14:22:00.000-07:00

Jack is having an afternoon snooze and I told myself I would do my workout now but instead I'm on my MacBook Air, watching old episodes of Kourtney and Khloe Take Miami and eating a graham cracker. Oh, and also enjoying a ice cold glass of detox water drink stuff- I've been downing it all week. 60 ounces of water with 2 tablespoons of sugar-free cranberry juice, 1 tablespoon of lemon juice and a bag of dandelion root tea. It tastes like lemon water with an after taste of shit. Who in the hell drinks dandelion root tea? Those who wish to promote healthy liver function or those (like me) who wish to banish excess water weight. Jillian Michaels seems to think if you drink it for 7 days, you'll lose 5ish pounds of water weight. We'll see. Jillian is evil and very well could be playing a trick on me.

I used to cook almost every evening but this summer it's just been too hot. I make things with cheese, flour, heavy cream, pasta, hearty soups, cornbread, curry, and more cheese. Too hot to eat these things. Last night I made tortellini with and basil artichoke garlic sauce for the boys. I had a lovely kale salad with lemon. This week I also made broccoli with toasted pine nuts and lemon, roasted garlic and olive oil, sauteed spinach, carmelized baby carrots, garlic bread, and chicken. Now we know that Jack LOVES broccoli. It's funny the things that make me happy these days.

I need a night. Like at the Mont or something. Margaritas, swirls, club specials, wine. I don't suggest all in one night, i'm sure i've done it before though. I need to wear something cute, take my hair out of this ponytail and meet up with friends or a friend. Husband would be invited but someone's got to watch the baby. This pretend night would not involve any talk about boy/girl drama, what you do at work that nobody cares about, no baby talk, and no bullshit in general. Topics to consider: music, fashion, funny internet things, Ryan Gosling's body, and making fun of people. I need to be around fun and funny people. I used to get all my fun from my BFF, Dave, but he's married and a stay at home daddy now so he's very, very busy. although he does text me something hilarious at least once a day or every other day. OR. I need people to play music with. Just hanging out, playing some jams on the back porch. I used to have friends to do that with but they've decided that I'm not cool anymore or something.

This blog has turned into a desperate cry for friends or something sad. It has, hasn't it? I have friends, I just never see anyone. Everyone is busy. Everyone lives far away. I can't go out without a babysitter. And my friends apparently think i'm the most awkward person on the face of the planet. Maybe I'm not that awkward, maybe I don't know how to have a conversation that is solely about you, your job, your life, your problems and how I can help you fix them. I'm that friend, the one who takes care of everyone but the one nobody invites out to do the fun stuff. The one that friends only call when they're driving in their car because they have absolutely nothing else to do. Feeling sorry for yourself seems to be the only reasonable thing to do when you're drinking this detox water stuff.

And to be fair, I've been missing my brothers, Hannah, and my dad a lot lately so maybe that's the source of my loneliness. Or, you know, maybe not. maybe it's you, not me.

Don't worry, I'm not sad and depressed or anything, it's more like I'm Patrick Swayze in Ghost. Jack is Whoopi Goldberg because he's the only person who knows i'm here. That would make my friends Demi Moore. Only 2 of my friends read this stuff, one of which is living in Mexico and the other one- I see her often and she's fabulous. She just babysat Jack the other night. Eternally grateful.

Time to wake the chicken. Have a nice Thursday and think of me while you're sipping your drinks in good company. Be nice to your friends. Brush your teeth before you go to bed. Don't try this detox drink until I'm done- there's no sense in both of us suffering until we know if it works. Now that's a true friend. Now, excuse me, I have to pee for the 10,000th time today. Water, green tea, detox water, water, green tea, detox water, repeat.

♥ jp
ps- this is how i make myself laugh most days. ----> whenparentstext.com

monday busy monday.

2011-08-22T10:46:00.000-07:00

Just some pictures from the weekend. Today is catch up day. Laundry, cleaning, baby wrangling, and grocery shopping. I've been wearing an excessive amount of ridiculous shorts lately. Just bought a pair of BCBG leather shorts- originally $200 but I found them on sale! Also found an amazing yellow jacket also $200 but on super sale. Success.

Thursday night, Husband and I went on a little date in OKC. We ate Big Truck Tacos- the tacos with fried avocados are insane- and then stopped by Cocktails on the Skyline at the art museum. Friday I played a show at the Opolis in Norman. Lots of people were out and it was a fun time. Saturday was my niece's 2nd birthday party- the kids had fun and wore themselves out. After, I did a maternity photoshoot for my sister in law. Sunday, Husband and I went to see One Day and it was depressing. It was a good movie, a little slow but charming until the end when it depressed the hell out of me. Quit it, movie.

gold shorts.

more gold shorts.

Jack likes to paint.

Hey! So, have a good week. There's a cool show at the Opolis tonight- maybe I'll see you there.
♥ jp

classically trained.

2011-08-17T16:39:00.000-07:00

So now my mom thinks I only drink coconut water and that I never eat anything. I recieved a concerned phone call. Trust me, Mom, I eat. I just ate a bunch of pretzels. And before that, I had some animal crackers. And before that, I had a couple bites of Jack's grilled cheese. And before that, I had cereal. This afternoon I made macaroni and cheese for dinner- it's ready to go in the oven. Real mac'n'cheese with cheddar, mozzerella, gouda, cream, milk, flour, butter, and salt. I plan on making fried okra, green beans, and biscuits in a little bit. And chicken for the boys. I ate pizza last night. And popcorn, of course. I don't feel dieter's guilt when I eat something f'n delicious. I thought we already went over this? I eat very healthy- lots of fresh veggies and fruit, yogurt, green tea, water, and wine. Lots of spinach and arugula with tomatoes, craisins, and olive oil lately. So there. I'm not starving myself nor do I look like I'm starving myself. Silly.

This kid isn't starving either. He's got a lunchable stuffed in his mouth in this photo. He's been extra sweet this week, our special mommy/baby week together. We've played a lot of guitar and are learning piano together. I don't think we're actually learning anything yet but we like to pretend. Don't judge us, we're lazy sometimes.

I look so mean in this picture! I'm so tough! Not really. It's habit. I have this really annoying birth defect known as dimples and it makes me look like a little girl. I don't mind it so much now but I used to be really self conscious about it when I was younger. You will never see me sing (i sound like a 6 year old) and smile at the same time. Little girl overload.

Took Jack to visit my Grams. He ate most of her Hershey's Kisses and showed her how to color in his coloring book. He was very serious about it. Jack walks around like he owns that nursing home.

Just found out I'm getting a massage tomorrow afternoon. I can't wait!!!!!!!! TAM never stops making you sore. Last night I made myself a dirty vodka martini to deal with the pain in my ass, shoulders, and ribs. And then I On Demanded The Notebook for $1. I say On Demanded is a verb so don't look at me like that. Laugh all you want but you know it's a good movie.

I'm going to read the new Elle Decor mag now. I lead a very exciting life. If you want to bring a bottle of wine over to my house, I won't complain.

♥ jp

parties every night.

2011-08-14T18:53:00.000-07:00

He said he was driving like Daddy and then answered his pretend phone while honking the horn. He was a little tired to be in a restaurant so I brought him out to the truck to pretend drive. Today we played, we watched a movie, we had dinner, we shared a little bit of cheesecake, and we played with trucks. It's been a nice Sunday but I wish Husband were here to hang out with us. He's umpiring a game but should be back soon.

Before the weekend started, I did my own nails. This is the sort of thing that happens when I get bored. I liked it! They were pretty much ruined after my show on Friday night but it was super easy to do so I'll be doing some experimenting.

Remember the gold shorts? They finally made an appearance this weekend. I was going to wear them to the show but decided to wear a dress instead.

I went Forever 21 (forever 30?) shopping and couldn't decide if I liked this top or not so I didn't get it. Still undecided so that probably means I made the right decision. (Until fall rolls around and I remember that I didn't buy this and need it.)

I definitely didn't buy this electric yellow cheetah print tank top. I thought- if I were Jack, would I be embarrassed of my mom? Yes. Probably. So I put it back. The sacrifices we make...

I was on a hunt in my closet to find something to wear to my show when I found this dress. I bought it at Lucca months ago to wear to some sort of event but never wore it. How did I forget about this fantastic dress? No, you can't wear a bra with it and yes, it shows a little side boob. So what.

What a great turn out we had! We played some new songs too. It just feels so good to play. We're going to be featured in another magazine- not sure when but you'll hear about it on here at some point. We're getting new merch, our album will finally be on itunes, and we'll be playing out of state a lot more this fall. Lots to look forward to.

Ryan Lawson took this photo of us.

The birthday party we hosted turned out great. Mostly people I didn't know but everyone was super nice and respectful of our home. We didn't have much to clean up at the end of the night. The food was a big hit and the margarita machine was pretty cool. I mostly drank cups and cups of water all weekend long so I may open that bottle of champagne that was left here. *Kelli, I'll get you back, girl! Mama needs a little Sunday drink to go with new episodes of Keeping Up with the Kardashians and Entourage. Did you know that I eat a little popcorn every single night? Champagne is a nice little treat to add to my treat. *popcorn is not TAM approved but she'll have to deal with it!

Oh yeah, I ended up wearing the gold shorts, a t-shirt and black velvet heels to the party. Because you care so much about what I wear in my own house and stuff. I mean, you know...

Husband has liked falling asleep outside lately. This was after everyone left the party. It took me a while to wake him. One time I left him out there because I could not, for the life of me, get him to come to bed! Pretty funny.

Jack doesn't have school all week so we'll be playing all day, every day! I'm sure I'll have a ton of cute photos of him to post soon. Have a lovely week.

♥ jp

my ass. it hurts.

2011-08-11T12:50:00.000-07:00

Hey guys. So, I'm not working out today but here's what I've been doing all week. It's fun, you should try it. If you don't have the money to buy metamorphosis or you just want to see if you even like TAM, search for Tracy Anderson on youtube and tons of little workouts pop up. I do these webisodes (in addition to 30 mins of dance cardio) when I want to change up my workout. These aren't very hard but they are a good, quick little workout for you. Your ass will hurt so bad right after, you'll have trouble walking to the kitchen to eat cookies. Well, that's what happened to me.

Tracy's Arms Webisode

Tracy's Abs Webisode

Gosh, I sure am sick of veggie protein soup everyday. Over it! I've been drinking lots of green tea, Zico coconut water, Zico CHOCOLATE coconut water, and raspberry melon G2 gatorade. Chocolate coconut water is surprisingly delicious. Man, I want a big ass Diet Coke though.

Tracy's Butt and Thighs Webisode

Have fun!
♥ jp

it's raining and pouring.

2011-08-11T11:11:00.000-07:00

The sky is dark and the trees are actually swaying! Loving the sound of thunder and rain. Jack is about to fall asleep on the couch watching Toy Story 3. I need to get through my TAM workout soon or I'll think about skipping it and I can't skip it. I've got a busy weekend ahead of me. Tonight is OJ!G rehearsal in OKC. Tomorrow I'm leaving early to get a shot to help with anemia then my sister and I are going to lunch and getting pedicures. Husband and I will head up to OKC a little early to load up equipment and hang out with the band. Show Friday night. Saturday, we'll be getting ready for the birthday party all day. Making food and decorating. Recovery on Sunday. It may not sound like a lot to you but I've had a problem with anemia lately and it's making me exhausted. Like, hard for me to function kind of tired. Can't even pick Jack up tired.

Speaking of birthdays, I like to make my own cards to give to people. I usually draw crappy looking birds on my cards but last time I went with a crappy looking unicorn. I mean seriously- HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HERE'S A UNICORN! What's better than that? I'm a child.

Have a lovely, rainy day, Oklahomans.

♥ jp

You know, i changed my mind. i'm skipping TAM today. i feel pretty tired. i need some iron kids bread or something.

more than fame & gold.

2011-08-10T09:22:00.000-07:00

Who wants to ride pone pones with me? Do you know how to row? I don't but I saw a groupon for a rowing class and it looks fun. Would you like to do some dance cardio with me? Some ballet stuff? Um. Can you sew? i love to sew and i don't know anyone else who owns a sewing machine or knows how to use one. Would you like to go to lunch? Shopping? I know. Let's go to happy hour. well, ok. i can't go to happy hour because i have a little boy. We can plan a formal Christmas party! Or something. The dollar theater + wine is always a winner. Or we can play guitar. Do you know how to play the piano? I think I could learn pretty fast and I have a really cool piano so can you teach me? I want to get out and do something fun. Are you free this evening? Or tonight?

Ok. I don't hoard used bottles like a crazy lady but I sometimes use them as pretty little vessels for fresh flowers. Husband likes to drink Jarritos and they'll be perfect for festive flowers for the birthday party we're throwing my homegirl, Kelli. There will be fajitas, rice, beans, chips, dips, pinatas, margaritas, lights, actions, and cameras. I'm pumped.

Our show this weekend was SO MUCH FUN! Sandy and Brooke got their fbombing groove back and it puts me in such a good mood. Rehearsal tomorrow, show friday at The Blue Note in OKC.

Completely obsessed with a few things lately.

1. Banana Republic's Mad Men collection. I would like one of everything, please.

2. I would like one of everything for Husband as well. Do you know how hot he would look in either of these looks? Swoon & sigh.

3. Accessories. Always a big fan of the skinny tie with a tie bar. I gave Husband a really cool half inch tie bar last christmas. I got it at The Tie Bar. I love pearls, of course. I actually have a bag that looks like this leopard print one except mine isn't from BR, I found it at Forever 21 months ago! Score. It was only around $25. I have some really lovely bags but I hate to carry a super nice one if I know I'm going to be in a smokey bar all night so I have cool, inexpensive bags I buy specifically to take out in that situation. Because I'm smart.

4. Completely in love with Lana Del Rey's hair. It's 60's-ish dreamy angel hair. I actually wear my hair in a similar style all the time but now that I'm obsessed with her, I make it a point to tease and spray everyday.

5. I'm almost done with this post, I promise. The video isn't that cool or anything but I love this song and it's been on repeat for a very long time. Penny and the Quarters- You and Me. Buy it 4 real.

Ok DONE! Have a lovely week. I'm waiting on your calls, texts, messages, emails, tweets, messages in bottles, and carrier pigeons.

♥ jp

wind doesn't carry.

2011-08-07T22:39:00.000-07:00

This chicken isn't afraid to wear pink. He looked very handsome for a wedding rehearsal and dinner. The boys went out of town for the wedding festivities on Friday and returned on Sunday. You know how much I love weddings so I was disappointed I couldn't make it but I had a busy weekend myself. Band rehearsal on Friday. Stayed out dancing with my bandmates. Fell into an accidental nap on Saturday evening and had to rush around to get ready for our show. The show was so fun and I can't wait to play next Friday. Saw tons of old friends and made some new ones.

Sunday morning I woke up early, cleaned the house, put away music equipment, and started a new song inspired by the genius of Lana Del Rey. Thank you friend who introduced me to the girl with the cool songs and dreamy hair.

I haven't been doing the mirror pics much lately. I had one on this post but it just seems so dorky and vain and silly so I took it off. AND put up this photo because it isn't ridiculous at all.

I want tea. And 5 Snickers. And a glass of wine. Rain. Inspiration. More girl time. A fantastic new piece of clothing. A happy baby on a Monday morning. More time for music. Motivation. To win the lottery. To visit my brothers. And for my foot to stop hurting.

♥ jp

little stream.

2011-08-05T09:22:00.000-07:00

My chicken is growing up. He tells stories, he's picky about clothes, he saves money in his piggy bank. He's also a lot taller than other 2.5 year olds so he just looks grown up. Sometimes I get sad about it but then he runs through the door, all sweaty and sticky, and he throws his arms around me.

"Love you, Momma."

Life is brilliant when you have a chicken who loves you.

A few things.

I want to get my hair cut. What do you think?

I dyed it dark brown again.

My dad has been texting me so maybe we're on our way to talking again. Jack misses him a lot. I do too. I learned he had dinner with Wes Studi and his wife.

Jack knows how to play Angry Birds all by himself.

Husband is bringing Pepe Delgado's vegetarian tacos to me for lunch! I'm very excited.

I'm playing a big show tomorrow night in OKC. It will be the first show in 3.5 years that Husband has missed. My boys will be enjoying wedding festivities all weekend but I've got band stuff to do.

Should I wear gold shorts to the show?

I wish I had a massage appointment today.

I thought about getting a manicure this afternoon but I'll just wreck it at practice later. Guitars and manicures don't go well together.

I saw Crazy, Stupid, Love. It was funny. Ryan HOLY HOTNESS Gosling. There's a scene. He's fine. You'll know what i'm talking about when you see it. And his wardrobe is pretty cool too. I love a guy in a v-neck. I love Husband in a v-neck.

Jack just brought my guitar to me so I have another show to add to the list. A very important show.

Break a leg, me.

♥ jp

Tracy Anderson Madness

2011-08-04T12:19:00.000-07:00

TAM= Tracy Anderson Method

TRACY ANDERSON is a tiny, blonde fitness goddess. She is very interactive with her clients and keeps her fans up to date through her website. She puts out little webisodes, shares interviews and tips, and is just a badass in general. There are several DVDs to choose from in her online store and she has a book called Tracy Anderson's 30 Day Method that can be purchased online or in most bookstores. My story goes like this.

I'm not a tiny or a giant person, I'm 5 feet 7 inches tall and I have broad shoulders, a broad rib cage, long monkey arms and long legs. I had a baby. I gained almost 30 pounds. Lost most of it easily after the baby was born but had zero tone and endurance after 11 months of sitting on my ass, eating bread and pasta. I did P90X and liked it alright but I build muscle very quickly and I didn't like the bulk it gave me. I did some Jillian Michaels stuff but we didn't get along very well. Pilates next, which I loved but I get bored with easily. I've done stability ball workouts, videos that use the big rubber band things, and yoga. I have the attention span of a 3 year old so I like to change it up frequently.

I bought the TAM book first. It comes with a meal plan, recipes and a DVD that includes 3 mat workouts and 2 dance cardio sequences. The music sucks but I just mute it and make playlists on my ipod. I lost a lot of weight the month I did the 30 day method. It's pretty hard but worth it.

Tracy came out with the Metamorphosis series which is the holy grail of 90 day workout plans. You choose which body type you are so it's not like a cookie cutter type series. There are 4 DVDs with multiple sequences to follow. Yes, it's hard. Yes, some days you feel miserable. Yes, you will see really fast results if you stick to it. Yes, the dance cardio gets much easier with time. Yes, you still feel ridiculous when someone walks in and catch you doing dance cardio.

Sometimes I follow the meal plan (thanks, Tracy, for not forgetting vegetarians!) Sometimes I only do the workout 5 days a week instead of 6. I don't always follow the program exactly like she urges you to but I'm only human and sometimes it's hard making time to do all of this crap. Maybe if I had a nanny, a chef and a serene studio on my property like Gwyneth Paltrow, I could keep myself in check a little better.

Ok. The meal plan pretty much sucks but if you follow it, you will be tiny like Tracy. If you don't, you'll look more like me. I don't own a juicer nor do I plan on owning one anytime soon so I replace the weird kale juice with Naked brand juice you can find at the grocery store. Some of that stuff is high in calories so be careful which one you get. I like Blue Machine. If I don't have time to prepare gazpacho or sweet potato and corn pudding- I eat a Kashi Go Lean roll or eat a little Special K protein cereal with unsweetened almond milk. Most days I'm down to half of a Diet Coke and I drink hot or cold green tea- I like Bigelow Green Tea with Mint. You aren't supposed to use splenda or honey but I'm a rebel so I sometimes do. Yes, I live on the edge. I eat a lot of salad and veggie protein soup during the week for lunch. I like egg whites or protein cereal for breakfast.

Am I at my ideal weight? Nah. I don't really care though because I have really great legs. I do, it's genetic so thank you, mom and grandma. As I get older, I'm much more comfortable with myself. I like my body to feel strong, i like to have excellent posture, and I just like the stress relief exercise provides. It's good for your mind and energy level. Oh, AND Tracy lets your drink a little wine. Just don't get drunk and eat Taco Bell at 2am. It's easy to do- I KNOW. I also know if you do happen to do that, always remember you are allowed to enjoy life any time you want. Taco Bell in moderation.

One more thing. I went to a Barre3 class in OKC last Monday and loved it. Ballet, pilates, and yoga inpired barre work. My hamstrings died as did every muscle in my arms but I didn't even realize how much it worked until I felt it the next day. And the day after that. I wanted to go again this week but I've been busy so next Monday it is. You should definitely try it out if you live around the area. The studio is cool too. Duh, it's in Classen Curve so it's all fancy pants.

The end for now. If you have any questions I didn't answer, don't hesitate to contact me or leave a comment. These are the songs I'm working out to this week. I change it up usually every 4 or 5 days. I listen to a weird mix of artists. I like to sing along and yes, pop songs are really easy to dance to. I like to keep it fun.

My TAM Mat playlist:
East Harlem- Beirut
Summertime- Penny Hill
Daydreaming- Dark Dark Dark
Wild Palms- Sun Airway
Boy You Loved to Watch Me Cry- Madeline
Rachel- Sleigh Bells
Cape Dory- Tennis
Swimmers- Broken Social Scene
Infinity Guitars- Sleigh Bells

My TAM Cardio playlist:
Kids- Sleigh Bells
Baby Say Goodbye- Wavves
3- Britney
Empire State of Mind- Jay-Z & Alicia Keys
Floating Vibes- Surfer Blood
I Follow Rivers- Lykke Li
Last Friday Night- Katy Perry
Relator- Pete Yorn & Scarlett
Crazy for You- Best Coast
My Prerogative- Britney
How I Met You- Jenn Grant

If you live around here, let's work out together! If you're into that sort of thing. I'm not doing dance cardio unless you do it to.

xo ♥ Jaguar Paw