We leave for Vegas soon. My 30th birthday is in one week. I don't mind turning 30 really. Friends look at me and say "but you don't look 30." That's implying 30 is a bad thing and I don't feel like it is. I feel much, much more comfortable with myself now that I'm not a foolish early 20something who's priorities are skewed. Don't get me wrong, it was fun but- I want to live life pursuing adventure and watching my family grow. I enjoy just one glass of really good wine. I like staying home on weekend nights and sitting on the back porch with my husband. I like waking up early and making breakfast for my son. I take care of my body much more now than I ever did when I was younger. I own a home with a big backyard and a playground. I like to visit my grandma and listen to stories of her younger days, when her kids were toddlers, and feel really connected to her as a mother and wife. I guess life just feels more satisfying to me now. I hope I still feel this way in one week and one day.
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